3Ds

Hi! ho! yeah, the bad blogger in me strikes again! Yesterday,  I asked R what supplement I need to take para magawa ko lahat ng gagawin ko? he said, "Kiss ko". Haha ang supportive talaga db? Oh well, where else can I find a guy that will love me like what he did noh?! I'm so blessed. I don't have the right to complain. 

Speaking of being blessed, I am so thankful na wala akong family na naapektuhan ni Yolanda, its so devastating. Grabe, hindi ko makayang manuod ng news, nakaka-awa. Oh well, this post should be possitive and full of encouragement since yun ang badly needed ko ngaun. If time will allow me, I will donate or personally give some breastmilks sa mga babies thats the only thing I can share aside from prayers. 

On a lighter note, baby D is picking up words so fast! and sadly i'm missing most of that moments (nega again!). On days na hindi ako nagmamadali, or maaga ako nakakauwi I get to interact with him. 

Me: Daddy Panget

D: Ayaw!

Me: E anu? 

D: Bogie! (Pogi)

Me: Ok, mommy panget!

D: hhmmhm 

*Amph! may favoritism na agad?! haha

__________________________________

D: Kati - Kati - Kati

L: Saan? Wala naman? 

D: Dito oh!

*haha sumasagot na talaga siya? 

_________________________________

Me: Goodnight D!

D: Okie

*haha 

_________________________________

He can now enumerate different mode of transportations like: truck, jeep, car, bus/tayo (not baby talk)

_________________________________

Me: Whats your name? 

D: Deiong Tihlo

*hahaha

________________________________

Out of nowhere he will do: 

D: Ina (then will kiss you sa forehead, like what Inang do to him)

________________________________
While taking a bath...
Inang: Ay naliligo pala ang gwapo kong apo
D: Talagahhh???
*haha wala makapagsabi saan niya natutunan yan!
_________________________________

Me: Kainin mo yan, masarap yan!
D: Talagahhh????
*cute noh? kasi baby pa siya, paglaki pa niya at sumagot ng ganyan ewan ko nalang! lol
_________________________________

Me: Whats the capital of Philippines?
D: Nila (Manila)
Me: of China?
D: Benjing (Beijing)
Me: of Japan?
D: Koyo (Tokyo)

*Lolo G said, "yan na agad agad alam niya?! hindi pwede ABC or 123 muna?!" Haha kagagawan ko yan!

He's so cute! I swear! kahit anung pagod ko pag uwi ng bahay, nawawala talaga. Baby D is my source of inspiration to do well, to achieve more and work harder.

And why I am so MIA again?! a lot of things are happening lately so I am so lost. But I am getting the hang of if na. Imagine a week without a rest day? I can't imagine! nakakaloka because hindi ako sanay na walang sabath (signs of aging!), nakaka-depress because I have little time to spend and play with D and R during weekends, and honestly I am so overwhelmed with all the things that I need and must learn for the next two months.

I admit there are times that I wanna walk-out... and sleep and eat and sleep. The devil in my head is telling me that I don't need what I am working, spending money and time for . But the angel said "You are working hard for it for 2 years and 2 months nalang susuko ka pa ba?! This is for your own personal development and your family's future". Loka-loka lang ano?!

And thankfully, my sanity is back. I am back and I am willing to go back to track. I need to escape to my comfort zone now. It's killing me and making me expire soon.  I need to act now.

And now I am holding on to what my professor told us last meeting. All we need is 3D. And thats exactly what I need.

1. DISCIPLINE - I know! I always come to classes late and go home early. Thank you so much to my friends/classmates who reserve seats for me and kept me updated to important announcements I always miss.  I have a study plan that is left untouched for a week now. R hated me for making him buy lots of books that until now neatly covered in our room. And as much as I want to study the time I reached home, I have D who wants to play with mommy and sleep in my comfort so nakakatulog na din ako until morning. I have a lot of downloaded instructional videos that are left unwatched. What will I do?

2. DETERMINATION - This, I know I have a lot! R and baby D are my source of determination. Whenever I am so tired to read and study I just think of our future. Really helps a lot.

3. DEDICATION - Until now, I'm in doubt. I love to teach, but I am not still sure if I am fit for that. But, I wanna do it to prove something for myself. This is for me. I wanna prove to myself that I can do it.

And I know, I will do it with His guidance. I should not be afraid. I can do it.

Baby D @ Smile!

Been planning for this photo-shoot since baby d is still in my tummy. Haha gnun ako ka-excited! But, since R is always out of town, baby D is sometimes not in the mood whenever we go to the mall, so after 20 months, finally! 

Baby D has so much fun! I thought he'll be shy or be uncomfortable in front of the camera, but no he loved the flash, the picture-picture idea, the props of car pillows and teddy bear and the space. So the delighted parents are so happy that we forgot to take behind the scenes photos. 

So here's our little patootie cutiepie bunny. 

Our little monster! (this is actually in the middle of changing costumes)

We had so much fun! We will go back there to have our christmas photo, birthday and other celebration photos! haha. The staff are so helpful and accommodating, each photo costs only P150 with unlimited shots with free costumes and props. 

Visit them: 

SMILE

SM Fairview, Annex

I'm so much Blessed

During those trying times of my life (na akala ko hindi na ako magkakabf), I always pray for someone who will love me. I waited for 3 long years... and I guess its worth the wait. 

Now I am so much blessed with R, who loved me more than I could imagine.

We have our adorable patootie little rabbit that teaches us how to be the best parents we could be. 

I couldn't ask for more. I am so much blessed.