I am so happy! I passed the board exam! Success! I am so blessed.
I actually received the results a few days ago, and just today that I realized that I am so lucky! Okay, I admit, I am bit disappointed because I didn't made it to the Top10. I know ang yabang db?! R and I are hoping for the Top10, I wanted my Disneyland prize lol! as baby D will say "Juke Lang!". I am so happy actually, I just can't figure what's next after this success, thus the confusion part.
Anyway, enough for the drama. Everyone is so happy for me! Mama said "Ang galing ko kasi magdasal nagpamisa pa ako nung exam day mo na!" and Papa said "Para ka na din nanalo sa lotto anak, 30,000++ hindi nakapasa, ikaw nakapasa!" Tita A said "Wow! ang galing mo naman! first take?!" Hahaha they can't believe I passed the board exam! And daddy R's reaction?! "Oh magmasters ka na!" Super supportive right!?
Reminiscing my life two months before the exam made me relish this good news more. Although I am not really 100% serious with my review classes, the time I spent every saturday and sunday, plus the expenses is serious ha?! And the playtimes I missed with baby D in exchange for the review classes is priceless. And I can imagine myself crying if I learned that I failed. Although daddy R has a contingency plan to that "Retake sa July!" lol.
And after the treats, blow-outs and dine-outs to celebrate how lucky I am, I still have not thanked all the people who helped me through this journey. I started this dream some four years ago and almost stopped when I got pregnant to baby D, I almost dropped (oh I actually repeated 2 field studies). And things turned around that baby D became my source of inspiration to reach the finish line.
Thank you so much daddy R, my boyfriend then who helped me morally and financially from the start of my review for the entrance exam until board exam. For always believing in me that I will pass my exams even if I didn't study. For believing that I can pass all the requirements needed. Thank you so much for always believing in me.
To Papa & Mama who are there to take care of baby D when I need to attend my evening and weekend classes. For preparing my breakfasts and baon during reviews. For praying for me. You know that all I want is for you guys to be proud of me.
To my boss, who is always considerate when I need to change travel schedules due to my scheduled exams and field studies. Thank you for allowing me to grow as an individual outside my career.
To my bestfriend who is always encouraging me to be the best that I can be.
To my MIL and BIL who literally made one of my field studies, thank you so much.
Thank you so much Lord, for blessing me with so much! you always never fail me.
To everyone who believed and prayed for me, Thank you so much guys! (Okay I feel like I won Oscars na!)
Last 4 years was a journey of learning, gaining new friends and expanding my horizons. And I am so thankful that I made it and I am step closer to my dreams. I am happy that all my hard work has paid off and hopefully will enjoy the harvest soon. My next plans may not be as water clear right know, but I trust that He has a beautiful plan for me. And I so much excited for the next chapters.