3Ds

Hi! ho! yeah, the bad blogger in me strikes again! Yesterday,  I asked R what supplement I need to take para magawa ko lahat ng gagawin ko? he said, "Kiss ko". Haha ang supportive talaga db? Oh well, where else can I find a guy that will love me like what he did noh?! I'm so blessed. I don't have the right to complain. 

Speaking of being blessed, I am so thankful na wala akong family na naapektuhan ni Yolanda, its so devastating. Grabe, hindi ko makayang manuod ng news, nakaka-awa. Oh well, this post should be possitive and full of encouragement since yun ang badly needed ko ngaun. If time will allow me, I will donate or personally give some breastmilks sa mga babies thats the only thing I can share aside from prayers. 

On a lighter note, baby D is picking up words so fast! and sadly i'm missing most of that moments (nega again!). On days na hindi ako nagmamadali, or maaga ako nakakauwi I get to interact with him. 

Me: Daddy Panget

D: Ayaw!

Me: E anu? 

D: Bogie! (Pogi)

Me: Ok, mommy panget!

D: hhmmhm 

*Amph! may favoritism na agad?! haha

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D: Kati - Kati - Kati

L: Saan? Wala naman? 

D: Dito oh!

*haha sumasagot na talaga siya? 

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Me: Goodnight D!

D: Okie

*haha 

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He can now enumerate different mode of transportations like: truck, jeep, car, bus/tayo (not baby talk)

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Me: Whats your name? 

D: Deiong Tihlo

*hahaha

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Out of nowhere he will do: 

D: Ina (then will kiss you sa forehead, like what Inang do to him)

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While taking a bath...
Inang: Ay naliligo pala ang gwapo kong apo
D: Talagahhh???
*haha wala makapagsabi saan niya natutunan yan!
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Me: Kainin mo yan, masarap yan!
D: Talagahhh????
*cute noh? kasi baby pa siya, paglaki pa niya at sumagot ng ganyan ewan ko nalang! lol
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Me: Whats the capital of Philippines?
D: Nila (Manila)
Me: of China?
D: Benjing (Beijing)
Me: of Japan?
D: Koyo (Tokyo)

*Lolo G said, "yan na agad agad alam niya?! hindi pwede ABC or 123 muna?!" Haha kagagawan ko yan!

He's so cute! I swear! kahit anung pagod ko pag uwi ng bahay, nawawala talaga. Baby D is my source of inspiration to do well, to achieve more and work harder.

And why I am so MIA again?! a lot of things are happening lately so I am so lost. But I am getting the hang of if na. Imagine a week without a rest day? I can't imagine! nakakaloka because hindi ako sanay na walang sabath (signs of aging!), nakaka-depress because I have little time to spend and play with D and R during weekends, and honestly I am so overwhelmed with all the things that I need and must learn for the next two months.

I admit there are times that I wanna walk-out... and sleep and eat and sleep. The devil in my head is telling me that I don't need what I am working, spending money and time for . But the angel said "You are working hard for it for 2 years and 2 months nalang susuko ka pa ba?! This is for your own personal development and your family's future". Loka-loka lang ano?!

And thankfully, my sanity is back. I am back and I am willing to go back to track. I need to escape to my comfort zone now. It's killing me and making me expire soon.  I need to act now.

And now I am holding on to what my professor told us last meeting. All we need is 3D. And thats exactly what I need.

1. DISCIPLINE - I know! I always come to classes late and go home early. Thank you so much to my friends/classmates who reserve seats for me and kept me updated to important announcements I always miss.  I have a study plan that is left untouched for a week now. R hated me for making him buy lots of books that until now neatly covered in our room. And as much as I want to study the time I reached home, I have D who wants to play with mommy and sleep in my comfort so nakakatulog na din ako until morning. I have a lot of downloaded instructional videos that are left unwatched. What will I do?

2. DETERMINATION - This, I know I have a lot! R and baby D are my source of determination. Whenever I am so tired to read and study I just think of our future. Really helps a lot.

3. DEDICATION - Until now, I'm in doubt. I love to teach, but I am not still sure if I am fit for that. But, I wanna do it to prove something for myself. This is for me. I wanna prove to myself that I can do it.

And I know, I will do it with His guidance. I should not be afraid. I can do it.

Baby D @ Smile!

Been planning for this photo-shoot since baby d is still in my tummy. Haha gnun ako ka-excited! But, since R is always out of town, baby D is sometimes not in the mood whenever we go to the mall, so after 20 months, finally! 

Baby D has so much fun! I thought he'll be shy or be uncomfortable in front of the camera, but no he loved the flash, the picture-picture idea, the props of car pillows and teddy bear and the space. So the delighted parents are so happy that we forgot to take behind the scenes photos. 

So here's our little patootie cutiepie bunny. 

Our little monster! (this is actually in the middle of changing costumes)

We had so much fun! We will go back there to have our christmas photo, birthday and other celebration photos! haha. The staff are so helpful and accommodating, each photo costs only P150 with unlimited shots with free costumes and props. 

Visit them: 

SMILE

SM Fairview, Annex

I'm so much Blessed

During those trying times of my life (na akala ko hindi na ako magkakabf), I always pray for someone who will love me. I waited for 3 long years... and I guess its worth the wait. 

Now I am so much blessed with R, who loved me more than I could imagine.

We have our adorable patootie little rabbit that teaches us how to be the best parents we could be. 

I couldn't ask for more. I am so much blessed. 

Heavy Heart and Bruises

Last night, I slept with a very heavy heart. I don't know what to feel or what to do, I am contemplating why? what did I do wrong? or what should I do to protect baby D. I may sound overacting, but trust me I did my best not to scold anyone from the household, maybe that is the reason I have a very heavy heart even this morning. As a mom, I cannot contain my anger, but I know, I may have my lapses too. 

Baby D is in the stage where he runs all the time, discover and explore everything! As in super likot naman talaga. In seconds his climbing in the table, chairs, running away from you. And I usually tagged his minor bruises in his feet, legs and elbow as parte ng kanyang paglaki. But last night, I went home to a toddler with a large bruise on his nose and face. I felt like crying, he's not "bogi" (pogi) anymore. But what made my heart broken is he even managed to demonstrate to mommy how he fell and point where is the exact place, so innocent that he didn't even know how mommy is worried. I am overacting, I know, because aside from the bruises, he's still so malikot and active, parang walang nangyari. I still received a powerhug and lots of kisses from my dear baby boy. But the overacting mommy in me thinking a lot of what ifs? hay.. 

Do you have any suggestions how can I prevent accidents at home? Our house is already childproof, but his favorite toy car is not. I am now full of questions what to do? what to buy? what to choose? and what to tell to A and Lola on how they could minimize baby D's accidents. Share please?

G, 

Baby D @ 21 months!

Baby D turned 21 months this October, he's growing so fast and learning like a sponge. He's also like a parrot that imitates whatever we say, he's turning into a so adorable baby that brings so much happiness into our lives. If only we can slow down time noh? and if only we can pause time so that they will be forever  our little cutie baby. Anyway, stage mommy here wants to document baby D's 21st month milestones (a.k.a kalokohan). 

Our little boy is still so possessive kay mommy, so whenever he see me and daddy R hugging and cuddling, hindi pwedeng hindi siya iiyak and sasali. KJ sa intimate moments.  

One day, we are looking for baby D, and we found him inside the box of his diapers. I know! hindi kami galit sa diapers noh?! That brand is also good for daytime use.

And who doesn't love chuckie? But weeks ago, I banned this kiddie drink because D always caught tonsillitis and sobrang hyper. One day, I went home early than the usual and saw this in the fridge. Binibilhan pala siya ng lola niya. #spoliedapotalaga

We also went to his first ever kiddie party. He got bored at first, pero when the kiddie program started natakot naman siya sa clowns! haha pero he enjoyed with the other kids. 

And guess who almost took home all the balloo (balloons) in the party? Even the table centerpiece, hindi pinatawad. #kaloka

And remember dedi? still the best friend and he shares car, What I don't understand is bakit ganyan niya pinapasakay? haha

He's know exploring things. And iba-iba na talaga ang trip. Gawin ba naman bed ang basahan? 

And look who's so happy with the Mcdo Happymeal? 

Even the mommy is so happy with the happiness of my baby D whenever we open the box. 

Happiness in the box talaga. Kaso namumulubi na ako sa allowance ko kakabili haha. 

my baby D is no longer a baby after his 4th haircut. Big boy na noh?

 Taken before I leave for Davao. Made me realize that no matter what material things we give to our child, what they need is our presence at home. Ouchie!

But we can always make-up for the lost time naman and make quality memories with our babies. Like this baby kulambo that we turned into a tent. D enjoyed it. A lot. 

What D can say @ 21 months. (additional words)

• Cho-cho (our dog choco)
• Tent 
• Kabayo
• Laiyo (Lion)
• Cahl and Josh
• Truck
• Tayo (the little bus)
• Coyo, Leli, Pato (Pocoyo and Cast)
• Puti , Led, Lu, Yilow, Gee (Colors)
• Jobee  and Getti
• Pepent (says "present" whenever you call his name)
• Diong (Deion)
• Gala (Mommy G)
• Gicky (Daddy R)
• Ninong Vivo (Ninong Yvo)
• Tol
• Ju (Juice)
• Lih (lights)
• Chukie

Dear D, 

You are longer a baby now, but you will always be mommy G's baby patootie. Mommy and Daddy loves you so much, we are sorry that sometimes we are not with you to play, but we promise that as long as we can, we will spend time with you baby. Thank you for the hugs and kisses that made our tiring and stressful days bearable baby. Thank you for being mommy and daddy's source of positivity and inspiration. We love you so much baby. 

mommy G,