Love Mommy,

Dear Baby D, 

By this time, I know you are playing at home with Tita A, Lolo and Lola. I am writing this because I just miss you so much baby. When you grow-up you will understand why do mommy and daddy are not always at home to play with you. We love to play with you everyday but we need to work hard to give you the best future. I know you always miss daddy R, you always call him when you woke-up in the morning, when you're playing with dedi (teddy), when we are about to sleep, whenever you see my phone with daddy's picture and our portraits. I'm so sorry baby that you always miss daddy, he misses you more baby. Soon you will be able to play with daddy anytime you want, soon baby just wait, remember? All good things come to those who wait. 

You are growing so smart baby, mommy is so proud of you and daddy can't wait to see your new talents. You will be 19 months next sunday, hay time flies so fast, as fast as when you run baby. 

You are still afraid of a lot of things like elevators, mascots (Jolibbee and Mcdo), display manequins, big teddys, dogs and other new things for you. But don't worry baby, mommy is always there for you. I will do anything to shield you from these monsters! haha aawayin natin sila! 

You still love balls, you got it from Lolo and Lola who loves watching basketball games. We also love that because we want a basketball player in the future! You love a lot of things lately, like dedi (teddy), cah (car), bah bah (tabby with minions playing) and playing with different anik-anik at home. It's just mommy sometimes get jealous with dedi, because you always hug and kiss dedi amph. 

But above those things, you love dede the most. Mommy sometimes gets so tired of breastfeeding you, but seeing how you love your dede, how relaxed and satisfied you are everytime you have it, mommy's reklamos are gone. And mommy will give you dede as long as you want baby. 

You are learning a lot, also learning how to be naughty. Last night, you closed our doors to Lolo while he was asking you to play with him. You don't want to be disturbed while you are busy with dede haha. Don't do that again ok?. You also learned to throw things when we told you not to touch them and mommy's cp is your no.1 victim, hay anak. Mommy also tried to discipline you via face/stand in the corner, you willingly obeyed but you are playfully smiling that made mommy laugh. Hay anak, what will mommy do to you? Mommy doesn't want you to grow spoiled, but Lolo wants haha. 

Baby you bring so much happiness in our lives. You made our home noisy with your shouts, giggles and Lola's No!, Come here, don't touch that!, and a lot more. Haha this is the happiest at home since we lived there 20 something years ago, thank you for that baby D. 

Lolo G and Lola L and Nong-nong also misses you, I know you don't see them often that's why you are hesitant to play with them, don't rush baby, its okay. They are so excited to play with you, show them your new talents anak, make them happy also, because they also love you so much. 

Mommy and Daddy R will do the best to make you a better person anak, so be always a good boy. Do not cry if we don't get the ball or car you want at toystores ha? You have lots of toys at home, sirain mo muna yun haha. I love you so much baby...

All is well, 

Love mommy,