Baby D's Broom Broom!

Baby D is sooo cute! Sorry the stage momma in me could resist to post these photos I took last weekend. The statement "he loves broom broom" is an understatement, "he super love broom broom"! As in no one could borrow it or even touch it, and even is his tulala moment pagkagising, basta sinabi mo "D halika kay broom broom" he will stand up and will say "broom! broom!" agad agad haha. So there, sulit naman ang pakikipaglaban ko kay daddy R sa pagbili ng car na yan from clark pa at pagbitbit namin lol. 

Smiling while "beep beep"

He's irritated kasi hindi makapasok ung car niya, 1 level up naman kasi. 

So there! naisip niya na pwede naman niya buhatin papasok. 

Baby D: Hay nakakapagod magplay outside mommy, park muna broom broom, rest muna me. (lol) 

"mommy broom broom has sira! i'm fixing it!"

Baby D: "Oh there mommy! I need new tires for broom broom or I need a new broom broom!"

Me: Hug and Kiss your daddy! ask him a new one! lol

"Don't worry mommy, I can fix broom broom!"

"gawa na mommy! bye-bye!"

Hay angsocute talaga! baliw na baliw ako sa batang yan!

Laters!

Weekend Love!

Baby D is growing so fast! and he's getting a handful already. As his lolo said, "Sumasakit na balakang ko saiyo D!" haha hanglikot naman kasi. Pero what I love about him now is nagiging malambing na siya. Im loving it! alam kong hindi magtatagal ang stage na yan, kaya ini-enjoy ko ng bongang bongga.

We have a lot of mommy and baby moments na, 

- While nursing, kapag sinabi ko "kiss mommy!" ilalapit na niya ung head niya sa akin for me to kiss. 

- Feel na feel ko talaga yesterday na habang busy siya sa pagdede, at ako sa pagwatch TV, he suddenly stopped and kissed me sa lips. (for now kasi madalang na siyang magkiss na lips, tamad yan ang kiss niya ilalapit niya noo niya sau for you to kiss) hayyyy the Joy of Motherhood talaga. 

- While im we are watching TV, he sat beside me, smiled and then biglang kinagat ung nose ko! I swear hindi ako nagturo sa kanya nun! haha

- He learned how to turn-off the TV and electric fan as in 100X! haha then biglang titili at huhug sa akin, dahil alam niya mapapagalitan siya naglalambing na agad haha

Here are the snapshots during the weekend.. sorry daddy R you missed a lot!

Friday night, I brought chupa chups, he loved it! as in namamalo kapag may umaagaw!

Just noticed, dati ang laki ng pajama na yan, ngaun 3/4s na sa knya haha malapit na maging shorts! bilis naman lumaki baby D! 

 Crying baby! kasi akala niya everytime hahawakan namin ung tab andun daddy R for skype, kaso wala. Kaya ayan iyak na naman. 

 Lolo: D bakit ka tili ng tili? Bakla ka ba? Naku lagot ka sa akin!

(haha bagay naman diba?) 

Seriously, daddy R should go back na, ako kasi ginagaya ng bata. He's in the stage pa naman na gaya-gaya. Kaya ayan nakaheadbank habang nagttext.

Ayan! hay, hindi ko na alam panu ipapa intindi sa kanya na ang cp ni mommy ay hindi toy!

Haha I knew it! baby D will love this car! ayaw pa bilhin ni R kasi nga makakasawaan lang daw. But noh! kebs na ang iba niyang toys since dumating ang car na ito. At ang bilis na niya magdrive, yun lang parang nasa bump car lang siya palaging nababangga. 

And because ayaw niya ipahiram sa lolo niya ung car, ipinasok nalang niya sa room namin habang nagrerest siya.  

 And after mapagod kakaplay, nagrest nalang siya sa hips ko, lambot daw kasi puro fats! lol

Until next weekend!

Laters!

Helllooo Monday!

It's supposedly a happy monday for me. I had a great weekend with baby D. We spend the whole 2days together, wala si daddy R (quota na daw kasi siya last week dito lol) at wala din si A (nagbakasyon). And baby D is in the stage na kakulitan na cute pa. So we eat, sleep and watch the whole weekend. 

Then kaninang umaga ang ganda pa ng ngiti ni baby D when he woke-up,walang tantrums kasi no more dede na siya, then nung paalis na ako, kahit busy siya sa pagplay, he came to me and kissed me bye bye. I also left early para hindi nga ako malate kasi I know monday. And nakakaganda ng mood na walang drama sa kanya this morning, no nega feeling sa pag alis ko. 

Kaso.. kaso.. and LRT! g-r-r-r-r-r-r!

Suki na ako ng LRT for almost 4 years, no problem with me ang siksikan at balyahan. Sanay na sanay na ako, in fact I devised my own diskartes na. But ung crowd control na iniimplement nila ngaun? I don't think it is necessary if aayusin nila ung schedules ng trains nila. 

I swear, naubos lahat ng possitivity sa katawan ko kanina. Imagine I left the house early nga, 7:30AM nasa baba na ako ng station. But noh! nakasakay ako 8:30 na. Ok naman sana sa akin ng crowd control, as long they do it systematically. Kaso hindi. hndi talaga. 

Sana if ang gusto ng lady guard sa taas ay 1 line lang, sa baba pa nacontrol na nila. Madali naman kausap ang mga tao if maayos mo din sila kinausap. 

They will add more guards sana para fair. Sa two entrance, sa left 2 lang ang guards, sa kabila 4, anyare? 

Pati tatawid lng ang LRT kailangan din pumila ng mahaba?

Ok naman before, commuters survived. Ngaun we need to have an allowance of 1 hour sa pagpasok? that 1 hour andami pa naman magagawa with family pa sana. 

What happened? Oh my G talaga!

52 Things I love about Daddy R

Today is daddy R and I's 52nd mansary. So I would like to make a long list of things I love about him, baka maisipan niya ako bilhan ng tory burch na bag haha. But kidding aside, I would like to document the reasons why I love this guy, so when we get old, we have something to laugh about.

(In no particular order.)

1. Consistently loved me for 52 months.

2. Madaling uminit ang ulo, pero madali din naman lambingin

3. His smile

4. The way he smirks and mag pacute

5. Sarap kumain kahit nagdidiet. Palaban lagi sa eat all you can

6. Andaming reklamo sumusunod naman palagi

7. My bestfriend

8. My movie buddy

9. My cheer leader

10. My number 1 fan. Gandang ganda sa akin yan lol

11. Will always believe na papasa ako sa exams ko kahit hindi ako nag aaral

12. He is a good provider

13. He loves baby d so much

14. Corny magjoke pero napapatawa ako ng bongga

15. Masipag maglaba at maglinis

16. Loves ice cream

17. Loves shopping, at ang mahalaga pinag sshopping din niya ako

18. Fickle minded, kaya masarap utuin lol

19. His hugs always make me feel secure

20. Sinasamahan ako manuod ng mga love stories at telenovelas kahit corny para sa kanya

21. May good sense of fashion

22. Will always tell if im beautiful or not.

23. My drinking buddy

24. My gimik date

25. Is not afraid to show his weakness to me

26. Adventurer

27. Magkasing arte kami

28. Loves to play... you know the play part

29. Always make me feel loved

30. I'm the only person in his thoughts as he woke up and go to sleep

31. He's so loyal. Although nagsinungaling na din siya minsan. I know ako lang nag iisa niyang reyna.

32. He always make me feel loved, kahit pasaway ako, mahal na mahal ako nyan

Teka, why I am justifying nga ba why I love daddyR? I love him for who he is, the first time na nagpacute yan sa akin. Eventhough we've been through a lot, I know at the end of the day mahal niya din kung anu ako. And that is more than enough for me to be so thankful that God gave me someone like R.

I love you so much R, thank you for giving me baby d and giving the happy ending in my fairytale.

I Love Fridays!

Like most mother's, I hate mondays and sooo love fridays!

Why?

Because....

- Weekends means family time! Uuwi na naman si daddy R.

Will get to bathe baby D na naman...

 Time to gastos na naman (lagot na naman ako kay daddy R)

More time in bed... Oh I love waking-up beside my boys.. 

Its my pumping break! will get to direct feed baby D for 2 days! 

 Will have time to  clean our room and do some "me" time. 

Playtime.... 

We will have more cuddling, kissing and lazying (imbento the word na naman) And more playtime...

Oh I missed you weekend! and I will never get enough of you...

Sweet Night Bonding

Daddy R is in town last week. And syempre hindi nagpatalo ang baby, so as long ang gising ang parents niya, gising na gising din ang bagets. Thus our seldom family pictures.

Forgive my low-res pictures and the background, we seldom get a good family picture talaga. Which reminds me, we need to do it via professional studio soon. I don't want to miss baby D's childhood. 

Dear daddy R and baby D, 

Thank you for giving me everything. Happiness, hope, positivity and etc. You guys are my strength, my inspiration, my daily dose of laughter. I super love you guys to the moon and back and back. 

Laters!

Sweet Talk: Better World

Even others will not believe, I have a soft heart especially sa mga beggars, I don't know but I always imagine what if ako ung nasa lugar nila? Or si baby D? Even my closest relatives. Or maybe I can relate with them, dumaan din naman ako sa phase na walang makain nung college days ko dahil ubos na allowance ko.

But even having this feeling, never pa naman ako nagbigay sa kanila. That is why sometimes I feel guilty din,baka they really need the money.  Kaso madami talagang nanamantala lang. And what bothers me is they use elders or babies para mas mukhang nakakaawa sila.

I believe kasi that the more you are giving them, the more that they will continue doing it. Namimihasa. And to think they are doing it in unsafe places. So napapahamak lang sila lalo.

Just like yesterday, a mother with two kids called me, "miss...miss..". I know they will ask for a pamasahe or help for money. Nabiktima na din ako dati nung wala pa akong malay sa manila, take note nagbigay ako ng pera kahit wala na akong allowance. Naawa kasi ako sa matanda na wala na "daw" pamasahe na pupuntahan niya dapat ang anak na nagwowork sa department store kaso nalipat na daw, hindi na siya makakauwi.

And also, those indigents na sasakay sa jeep giving envelopes then andami nila sinasabi na you can't understand. Sometimes they will force you to give them. And kapag hindi mo binigyan, sila pa ang galit. Naisip ko tuloy, ayaw na ba nila sa lugar nila? Bakit at paano sila napunta dito sa manila? 

I feel bad.

I feel bad dahil naawa ako sa mga bata at matatanda na nagagamit.

I feel bad that they need to use our feelings para makapanloko.

I feel bad that as much as I want to help them, pinipigilan ko sarili ko because that will give them reasons to continue their deed.

I am not in the position to help them, but I can assist. I know, my dream career in social work is haunting me again. Even if my career and plans of going back to school plus motherhood is taking most of my time, those incidents made me realize I want to do some social works again. And here I am, talking about plans again, ang gusto ko lang naman is to make the world better for baby D. Ayoko in the future maloko din si baby D. And I must act now. My small steps will be part of the empowerment the society needs to aleviate these people. To make this world a better place. Yan ang nagagawa ng motherhood. 

Laters!

Sweet Night: Gerry's Grill

I missed my ex-boyfriend, R. I know! I am getting nostalgic again. I miss my our date nights and adventures together back when we are still chummy chums. Oh those carefree days that we don't have to worry about getting drunk and partying until morning. Again, don't get me wrong. I love having a family with daddy R, I love having baby D. Nothing beats going home with a hug and kiss from my super lambing baby. I just miss spending time with daddy R, our lives really turned 360 degrees 10x when baby D came, plus the relocation thinggy of daddy R. So maybe I just missed spending time, hugging cuddling with my exbf. True naman db? at the end of the day, amidst being a parent, we are still couples. And we need to make sure that we have time for each other. And I am happy that daddy R also feels the same. And we are getting there. Slowly. 

So if we have time, we try try to sneak for a dinner aka romantic nights. Off we went to Gerry's Grill in SM Fairview. We love gerry's, not because they serve good food, but drinks as well. Dinning at gerry's made us reminist our dating days. And will definitely go back. 

Our food, sorry the bad blogger in me.Inuna kumain, before magpicture. 

Chili Cheese Sticks

Bangus Sisig

Bagoong Rice

Crispy Pata

Daddy R attacking the food. 

Ayaw paawat. 

And for the dessert. Mr. Softy soft ice cream in strawberry. Kaso red strawberry lol

"All good things come to those who wait". I always hold on to that saying. And I know, time will come that daddy R will be back here in manila, that we will be together again that when I opened and close my eyes everyday siya makikita ko beside me. Anyway it will not hurt if we sacrifice years away from each other, we have forever to spend with naman. 

Laters!

Sweet Summer: Fontana Water Theme Park

Summer season is ending. I'm so happy that summer heat is almost over, read "tipid na sa kuryente" lol and also that means no more waking up in the middle of a nice dream to change baby D's soaked sa pawis shirts. 

But before the rainy season starts, we went to Fontana Water Park in Clark Pampanga for our company outing (actually couple/family outing because I tagged daddy R along lol). I know! we missed the beach this summer, bawi nalang next year. 

So saturday morning we went to clark for this paradise. We intentionally left baby D for us to have some quality time together. Ayiii!!! sulit naman and P475 na entrance. And I realized that we should do a lot of "us" dates, I missed spending time with my exboyfried. lol 

Baby D trying my shades. Ang cutie patooty lang. Kaso hindi siya kasama. sad the water park pa naman is so child friendly i'm sure mag eenjoy siya. (si mommy naman ang hindi) next time. 

Our official picture. Here we come! 

Pre swimming attire. Sorry no cover-ups or cotton shirts allowed. So whether I like it or not nag two-piece ako. Kebs na, kaysa naman hindi ko ma-enjoy. But no, I cannot show you guys my pic wearing those. Hindi kasi magkasundo ang swimwear ko at katawang lupa ko.

Excuse my tummy and arms. After my breastfeeding journey, I will do all my best to get back to my dalaga body. Promise. Wala na kasi akong excuse nun. Unless I'll get preggy again. lol

Daddy R's moment, facing the giant slide.  

Yep! they have 3 giant slides, that I tried only two. I'm a bit nervous, pero I don't want to miss the experience naman.

 The giant slide.

 The lazy river, 10x yata kami umikot ni dady R dyan. Sarap makalazy eh.

Kids Area. Hindi ko na pinuntahan. Will get guilty for leaving baby D lang. Hay mommy dilemas. 

Overall, the park is sulit naman to go to. Yun lang you have to own a car going there because public transpo is expensive inside clark. And mahalia ang food. The P475 entrance fee includes P50 coupon for food that you purchase inside the park, kaso a hotdog burger and icedtea cost P100. Bitin na bitin sa gutom na aabutin mo sa wavepool nila. Change area and rest rooms are also clean. Sulit na sulit naman ang day trip. 

So after we lost calories in the slides and wave pool, we are all hungry and off to the best sisig in Angeles. I just forgot the name and take pictures sa sobrang gutom. And then we went back to shop inside puregold clark. Promise, nagasgas 13th month namin. 

Summer outings became a tradition for us. And beach. Yay! Will make sure next year we'll hit the white sand with baby D. We are in the process of securing our financial status kasi this year. So if we are mayaman na, for sure we will go to paradise. Yebah!